whats worng ino

the little boy in the pic did suiside.

i see...

so sad...

sad right? he was only 6.

only six years old..how sickly..yet so sad...what chould drive a six year old to suiside...how sad..

i waz thinking that.. i read y.. i think, but i dont remember

his mom died, and his dad beat him, but his older bro in the pic beside him, allways tried to stand up for them, he promised spencer that everything was going to be ok.

so sad

.....i see..how sad..hearing all of this..i wounder..what would life have been like...if i had a third brother..this is so sad...

3rd brother?

yeah i think i chould have had a twin brother

yay twins but yet sad story

i wouls want a twin! but it has 2 b a guy so ppl wont get us confuzed

yea.

so sad

poor lil' spencer.

yeah but, you see i chould have had one while i was still in my mom stumic, when i was talking to my mom over the phone, she told me that i kicked my brother out of the whom(i thinks thats how you spell it) which basikly means i killed him..ya know what would life be like with him, what kind of name chould he have had what would his personality be like..what kind of person would he be now..how would he ast towords me..would he be cold to me like my brother or would we love each other as a brother would..

STOP IT!!!!!!! THIS IS SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh sorry

its ok...

oh wait we where talking about spencer im sorry ino that was stupid of me im really sorry

ur not stupid.. u just sometimes get off topic! everybody does that every now and again ^-^

yea boyo...

oh okay but still i really shouldent have done that i think inos mad at me now

if i were her i wouldnt get mad, and if u need 2 b cheered up, read me and kims story again! theres more added

oh okay thank you..^^

that's right...boyo she would never get mad at some1 like u^w^

^u^

yeah your right^^

*sigh*..ya know..i feel like a defrent person..i feel stronger..like the old me is gone ^^

that waz random

y would i be mad?

yeah i guss it was^^.....whats the new year going to brang..hm..its drawing so close..and im about to cut the half of my life into the dust of time...cus when i turn 16 that will be the end of one part of my life....alot of cool things will happen..and alot of things i will hate..but i cant oh i thought that you would be mad

U CAN FINALLY GET A DRIVERS LISCENCE! unless u already got 1 XD

i thought that since i change the subject by acadent you would be mad

not me,boyo can u drive to south america and to my house then to your house plz

u live in south america?

yup

um i guss so but how far is that i live in north america

i don't know..i guess alot

that might take a few days, im going to be riding a vespa(if ya dont know what that is its a scouter only for adults look in the fooly cooly gallerie and look at harukos pics and you will see her riding a vespa) thats what im going to be riding^^

i want a porcshe

oh cool i have no idea what it looks like but it sound good^^

its AWESOME!

yayio

oh it must be^^

yup, porsche thats how u spell it!

sweet i cant wait to drive down the street and listan to weezer on my mp3 ^-^

no fair i have to wait 2 years till i get mine

oh sorry we can change the subject if you want^^

i have 2 wait 3

sure

so um whatcha guys doin

making pics and listening to music and talking to u 2

um what do you guys want for christmas

colored contacts, a wii, new vid-games, my whole family 2gether, new baby phat purse (im not really in2 purses but still) new chokers...

i want a iphone

ooo and that 2! or a chocolate

im gonna get an electric camura so i can show my face here isent that going to be great and an mp3 some manga and anime and thats about it^^

i also want all the comic books in the world

well that would take alot of money^^

i know ^w^

^^; well you must have alot

im very tired now i guss i should head to sleep..well later^^

in american money i have $500

good golly 500 thats alot of money where did you get it?

how do u say it when u're parents give it to u..for free each week..i don't know how it's called?

allowance^^

i just ask my mom that how did u know it was allowance

cus thats what its called when your parents give you money^^

kool

and from what im reading in the dictionary now it also ses an amount of something given at regular times for a specific purpose.

boyo i'm sorry but i have to go to bed now,c ya tomrrow

its okay im pretty tired my self goodnight sweet dream^^

u to,but now it's morning

yeah i guss so^^

hiya boyo-san

hi kim guss what i just made a new album^^

WOW.lotta comments.

yeah i guss so hi cari^^

^^ u can call me ino if u still want.

k id rather call you ino anyway im use to it^^

k, i rather it too. ^^'

k say i made a new album called well boyos album there is just one pic now but there will be alot more^^

i saw it. ^^

oh cool, so whatcha been up to^^

hiya ino!!! hiya the boy!!!

hi uri

so wats up???

listaning to some alternative rock talking to you and in deep thought^^

deep thought?

i agree! talking 2 u listening 2(idk if its alternative rock but...) breaking benjamin and sarah mclachlan!!! deep thought?

paramore. let the flames begin.

yeah deep thought..ive just been thinken that all, the very first person i met here is leaving,..just been thinken about that thats all^^ no just some 90s alternative on the radio

and who is it?

you know who it is ino the first person i met here i wont say her name but she means alot to me

i'm not even going to say what i what to say.

you can go ahead and say what you want to say^_^

i think i no who it is...... but i dont want 2 talk about them behind their back!!

thats why i said i'm not going to say what i what to say.

thats true we should stop it isent right so lets change the subject, uri whats your fav thing to do?

um....edit pics lol!! or talk 2 u guys!!! ^-^

i really enjoy talking 2 ppl about edits and just random things!!! and obviously editing!!! u guys have seen my album right?

my most fav things to do..is lets see make poems, draw..talk to you guys,..and some times i like to sit out in the yard by the curch and lay there and fall asleep, and while my eyes close i see leavs falling gentaly to the ground, and here the voice of the air^^ ive seen your album, where did you guys go,?

i also like 2 lay/lie on my bed an imagine an angel with bright white wings, in a flowing white gown 2 her knees with white high heels with ribbons on her legs, and beautiful brown hair come in2 my room and lift all my troubles away...she lifts me up in2 the air my arms out 2 the side and my head back...it feels so relieving...im listening 2 angel by sarah mclachlan and it made me remember that.. did u like my album?

yeah i like your album ^^ and that sounds cool..wouldent it be great if that actually happend..like if we chould make our dreams a reality sure we can already do that..so i guss it dousent really matter if you wish for it im still wishing for my wings, and i know one day they will come

thank u!! and yes that would be awesome!! which is y i close my eyes and imagine it happeing!! they will come when the time right...as the angels pull u up 2 the heavens...im gonna cry now...

with the way you talk you should be a poet to channel that kind of feeling into a poem, is something that i would like to see, cus i have a feeling that your as good as me, and it would be nice to have another poet here, its just a sugjestion though^^

i already wrote a poem!!! and thank u!!! i'll write another if u want!

i know this might sound selfish but i would like that, but please do it if you want to^^

its not selfish and of course i will.........i just need 2 think of something.......-a while later-....i got an idea!!

sorry about that i was looking for a pic for another poem im about to make and i cant wait to see how great your poem is

its done if u want 2 check it out!!! my first 1 waz WAAAAAAAAAAAAY betr though

hm i think they are both good^^

thank u!!! ^-^

very good

my poem??? thx!!! my first 1s betr....