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No EyEi drew this of my friend well not my friend well i was trying to draw my friend and it ended up like this
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red eyes angel
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Eye See DeathA little Story for the pic...
I'm an addict...I love pain...I love the near death experience that I have grown accustomed to...I love the way my blood smells as it poor out of my wounds...Who cares though if I die...Surely don't...neither does anyone...for if they did they wouldn't make my life a living Hell...they wouldn't make me pray for death...No they are the ones who make me cut, pop pills or even put a needle to my vein...They're the ones who gave me things...Even when I was younger...they made me do this to myself...I'm not to blame...they are...
I'm really kidding myself if I were to believe that...No I was the one who did this to myself...I was the one who cut, pop pills and held a needle to my vein...Yet I am not dead...Though I wish to be...I wish to at times to die...I wish that my fate was to fly in the sky...But it isn't...I'm going to Hell...I'll meet my mom there...that drunken whore...I wish I could blame someone but I can't it's my fault...I'm always to blame...at least that's what people always tell me...
"YOUR A DRUGGIE!"...."YOUR SUICIDAL!" there yelling words go right through me..."Your going to kill yourself."..."I'll never see you again." the start to cry and I want to know why..."Why do you do this to yourself." "Do you even care about anything." I want to know why...why do the cry..."I care for you...Please just stop what your doing..." I never listen I tun away and zone them out...No one should care about me...I made it that way...I don't need anyone...Just a knife and some pills...
I look at myself in the mirror...I think I'm fading away..."What have you become Becky?" I ask myself already knowing the answer...I look at my arm...cuts running up and down them...I look back up at myself...My once vibrant green eyes becoming darker and darker still....and my skin was no longer the shade of honey dew...no it was now a pasty white...I brushed my brown hair out of my eyes..."This is it no time for good byes..." I picked up a pistol I stole from my farther...this was it...there is no turning back...My hand was shaking and still I looked back into the mirror one more time...I looked at my eyes...Those eyes that once were beautiful...now only held death...I didn't care anymore...I pulled the trigger...My pain didn't come...My pleasure didn't come...I drooped to my knees and cried...
...The gun wasn't loaded...
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HieiQuit looking at me,I pormise I'll protect you...
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awsome green eyeWell...it is a green... eye
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