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Eye See DeathA little Story for the pic...
I'm an addict...I love pain...I love the near death experience that I have grown accustomed to...I love the way my blood smells as it poor out of my wounds...Who cares though if I die...Surely don't...neither does anyone...for if they did they wouldn't make my life a living Hell...they wouldn't make me pray for death...No they are the ones who make me cut, pop pills or even put a needle to my vein...They're the ones who gave me things...Even when I was younger...they made me do this to myself...I'm not to blame...they are...
I'm really kidding myself if I were to believe that...No I was the one who did this to myself...I was the one who cut, pop pills and held a needle to my vein...Yet I am not dead...Though I wish to be...I wish to at times to die...I wish that my fate was to fly in the sky...But it isn't...I'm going to Hell...I'll meet my mom there...that drunken whore...I wish I could blame someone but I can't it's my fault...I'm always to blame...at least that's what people always tell me...
"YOUR A DRUGGIE!"...."YOUR SUICIDAL!" there yelling words go right through me..."Your going to kill yourself."..."I'll never see you again." the start to cry and I want to know why..."Why do you do this to yourself." "Do you even care about anything." I want to know why...why do the cry..."I care for you...Please just stop what your doing..." I never listen I tun away and zone them out...No one should care about me...I made it that way...I don't need anyone...Just a knife and some pills...
I look at myself in the mirror...I think I'm fading away..."What have you become Becky?" I ask myself already knowing the answer...I look at my arm...cuts running up and down them...I look back up at myself...My once vibrant green eyes becoming darker and darker still....and my skin was no longer the shade of honey dew...no it was now a pasty white...I brushed my brown hair out of my eyes..."This is it no time for good byes..." I picked up a pistol I stole from my farther...this was it...there is no turning back...My hand was shaking and still I looked back into the mirror one more time...I looked at my eyes...Those eyes that once were beautiful...now only held death...I didn't care anymore...I pulled the trigger...My pain didn't come...My pleasure didn't come...I drooped to my knees and cried...
...The gun wasn't loaded...
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See The Difference?Otaku: I TOLD you that you need to grow your hair out and loose the Elvis-do!
Loz: But I like my hair! T_T
Sephiroth: No clone of mine will cry like a baby!! *Smacks him*
Loz: Waaah! You're so mean! ToT
Otaku: Sephy-Sama! *Glomps him* <3 <3 Order him to grow out his hair...NOW!
Sephiroth: Get...Offa...ME!!!
Yazoo: It never fails...
Kadaj *nods*: We just can't compete with the original.
Both: Thank god...*-.-;;;*
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Yay its wolframWolfram he's a cutie and so is yuuri. :3 Just so you know you can find episodes in english on youtube.
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Rachel DrewI found this is Rachel's note book. I'm sorry Bestest Best Buddy for going through your notebook.
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YeahI was bored so please rate.
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see through angelI don't know why but this is my favorit picture ever. I love her dress and her face
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I can only sleep in the great castle that lives in the sky and all that I will become and all that i am shall be the same because no matter how meny times I am reborne I will allways sleep the bed of my room sleeping in my origenal body...i can only sleepand dream as i am here right now i am just sleeping in my bed, i sit here in my chair and i stare out of the glass window and i see a crow and it ask me (come and fly with us along side me and the other crows) so i put down my pin open the gates to my castle and spred my wings and onethousend feathers fall from the sky and as i look to the sky i take off with the crows by my side..fly away...
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sakura seesasuke: sakura!
sakura: ahh!?
sasuke: -he run toward sakura-
sakura: -shock-
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See Yaim saying goodbye to all the negativety in my life and am only going to think about the positive things i have in my life! that way, the law of attraction will help for my life to be more positive!
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Kumiko&kohakukumiko and kohaku the way ppl see them
plzz rate and comment
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Paurina -w-Paurina is Blushing Dx
because... naruto was here Dx
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I don't want to talk about this one.Just don't.
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Masahiko Sexy JutsuXD i had a few ppl wanting to see masa sexy jutsu well here it is x3
he ends up in clothes wen he transforms its a more improved version of naruto's XD
his outfit constinatly changes when he transforms
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Neko Happy to See Ed After She Got Some Automail From Winry And Is Able To Stand Again
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